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Post by olivia on Apr 6, 2011 18:02:34 GMT -5
Relaxing at the club she was just stirring her drink as she looked across the bar to see this gorgeous tall blonde standing at the bar. Adjusting her Britain flag shirt she then approached him as she tapped him on the shoulder causing him to turn. "Now, does someone as hot as you have a girlfriend because I sure as hell dont see one..." As she teasingly looked around him to see if anyone was there, no one was.
She then grabbed the excess of his fabric laughing at his facial expressions, he really was good looking and she was definitely interested in him. She tried to pull him out to the dance floor but he didnt seem to move. "Ah, so there is a girl." She said rudely with an eye roll. "Well Im sure this 'girl' cant make you feel like this." As she quickly kissed him, pulling on his bottom lip until releasing, walking out onto the dance turning around to beckon him with her fingers.
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Post by noelle jane mcshay on Apr 6, 2011 18:22:41 GMT -5
Noelle was arriving at Karma just a little bit late. She had taken a lot more time than she had planned to primp herself. Tonight she was really trying to make a good impression for Austin and she wanted to try and make sure that he wasn't just using her as another step to climb atop of before reaching his ultimate dream girl.
She wrapped her cardigan tighter around her body as she waited outside in the line to enter the club. The music was pulsing through the ground and she could feel it in her shoes, vibrating like crazy. The usher finally let her into the club, and the atmosphere completely changed for her. She was just outside in quiet city life and now she was in a club that had lights flashing and music blasting.
Shrugging off her cardigan she revealed a floral strapless top that she had saved up to buy for because she had seen it in a magazine a few weeks ago. She had paired it with some tight dark wash jeans and strappy white heels. Leaning along the railing to look for Austin she surveyed the floor and saw Austin. She tried calling his name but he couldnt hear her and then she saw this girl come up to him and just begin to basically drool all over him.
It was really odd to have this uncomfortable feeling but she knew it really well, it was jealousy as she was always jealous of those gorgeous popular girls that everyone liked and wanted to date and or kiss. As she slowly descended down the stairs her curly hair bouncing before looking over to catch Austins eye to see the girl just pounce on him and kiss him. Was he liking it?
She recognized the girl immediately and saw that the girl was Olivia Cedar. The gorgeous, amazing, sexy, stylish, beautiful, talented, friendly, partier, Olivia Cedar. Right then she realized that she didnt really have a chance with Austin but she knew that she couldnt give up. As she came closer, Olivia beckoned for him to come follow her as she pushed through some of the dancers to make herself a bit more noticeable. She tried to push her way over to Olivia but she was getting blocked by all the dancers.
Hours of talking to herself, primping, saving money and trying to muster up confidence was really going down the drain. Finally she pushed through the crowd to the edge. "Austin, hey!" She said as she tried to call his attention.
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Post by colt on Apr 7, 2011 0:30:58 GMT -5
Austin hadn't spent much time getting ready to go to the club that night. Most of the time he would have put more work into his appearance than he had but he wasn't planning on staying there long and had only really came along because some of his team mates had wanted him to come with them. He was wearing a pair of dark jeans, tennis shoes, a dark blue v neck shirt with a light gray jacket and a leather jacket on as well. His hair was messy as usual and he was leaning against the bar casually when a pretty girl came up to him and tried to get him to dance. When he hesitated she came back over to him and kissed him, leaving him wanting more.
He glanced around the club for a moment as if to see if Noelle was there but didn't see her so he followed after the girl that had just kissed him. He felt bad about what he had done to Noelle but he wasn't very good at relationships and he could see himself really caring about her and didn't want to hurt her. Maybe he wasn't the best guy for her. . .
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Post by olivia on Apr 7, 2011 6:54:58 GMT -5
She had him in the palm of her hand as she took his hand and pulled him out to the dance floor. Around them people were grinding and she joined in one the fun. Slowly she swayed her hips from side to side as she put her arms over her head, snapping her fingers. Then she turned her head to look over her shoulder to see him as she pressed her back against his chest. The song was slow but it had a strong bass and she liked moving slow for a change.
She reached a hand up to touch his cheek as she turned his face down to look at her as she looked up at him with a smile as she knew that he liked dancing with her at that moment in time. It was hard to believe that a man that good looking was single nor searching for girls. She understood why though, if you had looks you could get anyone you wanted and that was definitely a plus for both of them.
In her mind she saw a lot of him in her. Both cocky, conceited and really was able to get anyone he or she chose to have. More of a take it and leave it kind of person they were. She somewhat felt bad for all the girls that he had been with and broken their hearts. She was not going to feel bad later though because she was not one to get attached to someone especially at a club like this.
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Post by noelle jane mcshay on Apr 7, 2011 7:24:01 GMT -5
Austin didn’t hear her and she saw him follow the girl onto the dance floor. She really was raging now as she knew that she wouldn’t be able to hold his attention like she did. He was getting bored with Noelle and maybe he was probably done with her and moving onto the next girl like he usually did. She had fallen in the Hudson River soaked in manipulation and greediness. Something about him though made her want him more because she saw his soul and she knew that he was a good person and that he could do so much good.
Looking around the club for a fellow football player she saw Antonio Gates. ”Antonio!” She called as she reached for his hand to make sure that she could get his attention. Antonio seemed taken aback maybe because she had popped out of nowhere and had probably scared him greatly. He asked her what was up and she jerked her thumb to Austin. ”Me or that girl…?” She asked as she turned around to look at Austin and Olivia. ”Be honest, Im no super star with gorgeous extensions and amazingly blue eyes but I have a big heart and Im kind… I guess…” She said a bit discouragingly. Antonio laughed a hearty laugh before opening his mouth to speak. ”I’m no Hudson but if I were him…I’d take a girl with a big heart any day and you, young lady surely have one.” As he poked her in her chest.
Talking to Antonio really was relieving some doubts and somewhat boosting her confidence. ”So you think I have a shot?” She asked but Antonio shook his head. ”Im sorry kid, but Hudson is more of a boobs instead of brains kind of guy and no matter how radiant you look tonight… trashy wins over classy.” He rested his hand on her shoulder, ”Be right back…” As he then approached Austin as the girl he was dancing walked away to go to the bathroom. He reached out an arm and shoved Austin. ”Do you ever think about anyone but yourself man? Seriously?” Antonio was a bit upset as he had two daughters and he took a serious heart for girls.
”You would rather get with a girl who gets drunk almost every night and uses most of her money for coke and weed instead of using your head to turn around and see this gorgeous girl that dedicates her time to the homeless and assists young children in school to better their future. To use her money to donate to charities and has a heart bigger than the others girls boobs. Use your head, better yet, your heart instead of your dick man. I’ve known Noelle for a long time and I’ve watched her grow up and mature. And although she is a little sheltered and is different, I’d take that any day over her.” He turned around to look at Noelle who was talking to another group of girls.
”If you don’t move now Austin, someone else will take her and I don’t think you want that leaving you when she is with you. I’ve been talking to her a lot recently about you, mainly that’s all she talks about. She tells me exactly, ‘I am different and I accept that I am. I always was but somehow when Im with him, being me is alright and that he accepts me for me and that is what I want from someone.’ So I suggest that you seriously get your head straight and either dance with this girl some more and never have Noelle or go with Noelle because after this night… if you don’t take her… you’ll never see her again. Guaranteed, I’ll make it happen.” Antonio said with another shove as she shook his head and made his way back to his wife that was in the back at a table.
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Post by colt on Apr 7, 2011 12:59:13 GMT -5
Austin was dancing with Olivia and was actually enjoying himself, though he kept trying to shove the thought of Noelle out of his mind. When Antonio came over to him, Austin excused himself from Olivia for a moment and took a few steps off the dance floor, his eyes finally catching sight of Noelle standing over by the bar talking to a couple of other girls. He watched her for a moment before turning his attention to Antonio when he shoved him. Austin listened to everything that Antonio had to say before he finally turned his gaze to Antonio.
"Don't you think I know that!? She's perfect! She's innocent and sweet and wouldn't hurt anyone ever. But I'm none of those things! I'm not good for her. She deserves better than me. And even if I do care about her I can't be with her if I know that I might not be the best guy for her. If I care about her at all then I will stay away from her so I don't mess anything up. I'm a player, I'm not good with commitment and I don't want to hurt her. So me and her are friends. But that's probably all that should happen between us. It's better this way. . ." he replied, his gaze glancing over at Noelle once more before turning back to Antonio, a hint of sadness in his eyes but he quickly hid it as he glanced over his shoulder at Olivia, knowing that she would probably be getting impatient.
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Post by noelle jane mcshay on Apr 7, 2011 14:46:58 GMT -5
During Antonio's and Austin's conversation she had inched her way closer and closer to eavesdrop, she knew it was wrong but she had to hear what he had to say. She listened to Antonio and the way he described her she felt radiant and beautiful but when Austin said that she was perfect and innocent and she wouldnt hurt anyone he said it as if she was disgusting and that he didnt want to be with her because he would hurt her.
Wow, no one had ever said anything about her like that both good and bad yet she somehow had just all these upset emotions built up inside her. She walked behind Austin as she saw him make contact with Olivia. Her hand reached out to touch his shoulder but she retreated her hand slowly before sighing trying once more. No matter how many times she would outstretch her hand she couldnt do it. She couldnt face the truth and understand that he wasnt interested.
The last time she reached her hand out and touched his shoulder waiting for him to turn around. When he did she began to speak; opening her mouth but nothing came out. Finally something did and she looked at Antonio as he gave her a thumbs up. Her eyes then went back to Austin. "You know, I thought it was me that was the wrong part of this equation but... it's you. You were right." She reached for his hand and held them in both of hers. "I-I-I dont know if you feel the same way but... when will you see that I love you and that this connection is different than anything else." She dropped his hand abruptly. "I thought I was the one afraid to love but its you... I keep trying and trying to reach out to you and every time you reject me my heart just hurts." She was trying really hard not to cry but her voice was cracking and her eyes were welling up.
"But you're special and different and handsome and smart and determined and you're someone that I connect with on more levels than one." She said and as she was about to continue Olivia reached for Austins hand to pull him out to the dance floor. "Oh my fuckin god you bitch! Im in the middle of a god damn conversation and the last thing I need right now is a prostitute trying to get in his pants. Obviously honey you seriously need to get yourself together because last time I checked... guys prefer classy over trashy." As soon as those words were said she cupped her hand over her mouth. "Oh my god, I am so sorry. I didnt mean any of that I mean... some of it. But that was totally out of anger. I really apologize, is there anyway I can make it up to you?" She asked but Olivia was gone.
Back to Austin. "So when you're ready to let someone love you and or try and get close to you... let me know." Noelle said as she wiped under her eyes with her thumb before turning to walk into the sea of people and up the steps, grabbing her cardigan and heading outside for some air.
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Post by colt on Apr 8, 2011 19:36:31 GMT -5
When she spoke to him he listened, glanced down at the floor but lifted his gaze every once and awhile to look at her again. He felt bad about everything that had happened and he wasn't sure what he wanted or what he wanted to do. He needed time to think about all of this.
When she left him and headed out of the club his eyes watched her until she was out of sight before he went back to the bar and grabbed his leather jacket and headed out of the club, his hands in his jacket pocket and when the cooler night air hit him he sighed and closed his eyes for a moment before taking a couple of steps away from the club and sat down on a nearby bench.
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Post by noelle jane mcshay on Apr 8, 2011 23:28:08 GMT -5
During her raging temper she saw him come out of the club looking less perky and cocky as he seemed when he came into the club. Noelle tapped her foot as she debated whether or not to go talk to him after what happened inside. Fastening her cardigan tighter she came over and sat next to him. They didn't talk as she reached for one of his hands in pockets.
His fists were clenched and she gently opened one with her delicate fingers as she ran her fingers over his palm. Each line different than the next on his palm which was rough from football. "You will live and prosperous life and you will have a successful career and family." As she continued to trace random shapes.
"Its mt turn to do the apologizing. I'm sorry." Applogizing as she placed her hand in his.
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Post by colt on Apr 9, 2011 17:42:05 GMT -5
Austin was surprised when she came over and sat down by him on the bench. He didn't deserve how nice she was being to him and when she took his hand in hers he relaxed a bit but felt terrible about everything. His eyes remained locked on the street beneath his feet and when she spoke and apologized he shook his head and rose to his feet, running a hand through his hair as he paced in front of the bench she was still sitting on.
"No you don't need to apologize. You didn't do anything wrong at all. You're an amazing girl. You're beautiful and sweet and caring and kind and forgiving and tons of other great things. I'm not any of that. I've got a player reputation, I'm a dick and I never learn my lessons. This is my fault, not yours. You don't owe me anything. I'm sorry. . ." he finally finished, trailing off as he fell back down on the bench, his elbows resting on his knees and his face in his hands.
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Post by noelle jane mcshay on Apr 9, 2011 18:37:39 GMT -5
He always spoke so negatively of himself which worried her some. He bolted up and began to pace and it was slightly awkward to watch him fight his own emotions. She almost felt bad that she caused all this to occur with her fragile heart and ways. As he sat back down he had seemed to cool off some which in return made her relax towards him. His last words were 'Im sorry', it seemed if this was going to be a relationship that it would be full of apologies in the long run as well.
"Austin... Austin, look at me." As she placed a hand on his back. "You're cocky, inconsiderate, wild, reckless, daring, a heartbreaker, a player, but... You're loving; I mean the way you treat your dog is amazing! You're a team player and you know how to share the field and let other people have their shining moments, you're gentle... You handle me like I am going to break any minute, you're protective; you won't even let me be with you, you have this amazing smile and your laugh... Your laugh is contagious beyond belief, and your eyes are just wow... And finally your heart. It's small, yet strong and it shares the common wanting for others, to be loved."
She removed her hand from his back and placed it in her lap. "Love is like a football game; I've been trying to see it through the eyes of you. You dodge thousands of huge men every year to reach your final destination; a touchdown... All those men are the obstacles of love and sometimes... Just like football, that touchdown is something greater than you will imagine. She cleared her groat before leaning into kiss him and as she broke away she laughed at herself. "Touchdown."
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Post by colt on Apr 9, 2011 19:17:35 GMT -5
Austin nodded slowly as he listened to her words, it did sort of make sense when she explained it like that. And he couldn't help but smile when she said all those nice things about him. When she was finished he did feel a bit better about things and he turned to look at her, his eyes gazing at her as she slowly got closer until their faces were very close indeed.
His eyes flickered from her eyes to her lips and then back again as she whispered the word touchdown and then leaned forward so their lips were touching and they were kissing. He smiled a bit as he kissed her and his lips moved against hers before he broke away for a moment, looking at her before leaning forward and kissing her again.
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Post by noelle jane mcshay on Apr 9, 2011 20:11:57 GMT -5
She laughed as he kissed her as she knew that he really wanted to be with her just that they couldn't and it wouldn't work out too well in the end. Apparently... So Austin said. As he leaned in and kissed her again she scooted closer to him as she put more force into the kiss before pulling away, retreating to her normal self. "You have a massive game tomorrow so I should probably go... My dad and all it's just... You know and... Just kiss me." She said as she leaned in again, her heart rate accelerating she could hear it pounding through her ears.
Antonio walked out of the club and clapped for the two as he gave Noelle a thumbs up before saying to Austin. "Way to use your head man, see you tomorrow!" As he and his wife linked arms and climbed into a tinted vehicle. "Well then... I should go walk home now." As she squeezed his hand. "Goodnight Mr. Prince Charming."
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Post by colt on Apr 9, 2011 20:48:15 GMT -5
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